oh my! Toni is awake, and alive, and stepped into my fullest expansion. I feel like I'm filled with a huge SECRET of wonder & wonderfulness ... and now it will be revealed to me who I may share it with.
I want to feel weightless & self-directed & engaged. I want to love what I'm doing. I want my "work" to be an extension & expansion of who I really am. I want meetings to be co-creative, passionate, uplifting - full of discovery & adventure & AHAs & support. I want to feel weightless. I want to feel weightless. Weightless. I want to feel breath & open space. I want to feel I expand INTO what I'm doing, all of it; that I'm not recoiling, not shrinking back. I want to feel like my dance felt on Sunday morning, in class - fully one with my SELF. I want positive & uplifted & seeking people all around me. I want to be interacting with people who are doing the work & willing to do the work & loving to do the work, individually and co-creatively. I want color - in space, in energy, in dialogue. I want my people! I want full receptivity to change & expansion & new & leading edge, and I want people who 'GET' all that. I want to speak my language, the language of my peeps! I want support, for myself, and to give to these people. I want REAL. I want 'snot to be beautiful' (emotion welcome, supported, to move energy). I WANT MY WORK LIFE TO MOVE ENERGY! I WANT VISCERAL & AHA & BIRTHING OF BECOMING!! I want people around me who disdain and shun negativity! I want SOUL SPEAK, & expansion that keeps adding and adding and adding to well-being and to seeing more & more & more of all that I am, all that each other is, all that we are, all that the work at hand is. I want to be surrounded by people who are movement-centric, who ask: how do I _____? What if I ______? Let me look behind this door and face what's there, move that energy. Let me ask for help.
I want LIFE: good feeling, positive, movement-focused, open, open spaced seeking LIFE at work, whatever work is. I want all of that in & of & from & to the work. I want to FREE myself, my SELF! I want to dance at work all day; I want work that I think of as 'play - I'm going to play'; I want to do that, wherever I am - life is play, life as play. I want to be the same inside all the time, no matter what, and then be that outside, all the time. Seamless. One. No separated.
I want to be weightless. I want to bask in floating downstream, in feeling good by choice, unconditionally, in the path of least resistance. I want the Hell Yeas! I want the expansion, because I AM the expansion. I want to stay limitless, boundless, free, as big as All-That-Is.