But what did I then do?
I told my partner the truth. And I asked to be the coachee, the client. I invited my source energy to support and join the session, and asked it to help me open. I flat out didn't want to stay stuck in that pinched off, blocked, negative space.
At the end of the hour-long coaching session, I had a mantra, and my mantra had (& still has) me smiling all through. [Thank you to my coach, Sherida - you summoned it from me!]
I raise my hands, now, palms up in signal of my willingness to receive, in emphasis of my offering - all are my witnesses.
say YES to
being the conduit for and
'Universal Positivity a la Toni Effect'.
I do this through allowing,
with humility and exuberance,
invoking creativity and flexibility,
and by always remembering the fun factor --
in all ways,
in every NOW.
I say YES to this mantra as
truth in my life
put it into ACTION as done!
And so it is.